A big choice

I'm i really doing the best choice? Is this really what i want?
I guess only time will tell. But if i don't try it i suppose i would regret it in the future.

So, good luck man. Be calm, and do your best. You're in for the hardest ride until now. :)

Fear

Some people have fear of change, fear of commitment, fear of the unknown... But are they really worse than the fear of monotony?

Not in my view :)